Fran.s安

                                          有天醒来..想起自己做了浑身是血的梦.

                                          本该是噩梦..可发现梦里的自己很开心.

                                          似乎是我用刀刺穿了你.也刺穿了我自己

                                          到底是什么情况我也记不清楚

                                          只知道自己很开心.很开心..很..开..心

                                           现在的我急切地把主宰自己的权杖拱手相送给谁

                                           盲目的.不知作何抉择的感觉.

                                           犹如那次我在出站口看到黑压压的陌生人..

                                           而你却在床上盯着天花板..或者在电脑前...

                                               知道么?

                                               分开之后..我的语气开始像你..

                                               穿着开始像你..

                                               习惯开始像你..

                                               甚至连思考方式都努力靠向你...

                                               呵呵..

                                               其实我明白你所说所写的一切...

                                               就像你说的...

                                               我跟你说是因为我们..你不相信

                                               呵呵

                                               我总是后知后觉...总是被冲动冲昏头脑..

                                               这是我的弊端..

                                               是的

                                                人总是对一段感情刻骨铭心..

                                                然后...

                                                就算对以后喜欢的人也不会那么深爱..

                                                这是俗理..也是真理..

                                                我觉得这是对我们感情的最好定义..

                                                你呢?

                                                还是那句话...

                                                我一直等着老了我们一起扶手相牵

                                                我一直等着

                                                其实我都了解..都明白..你所说所做的..

                                                可做出来的都是违心的...

                                                就像你看到的..你所失望的...

                                                那都是假象..全都是...

                                                到底为什么我会这么做..

                                                我想是给你和给自己一个自由吧..

                                                让我做这个恶人..让你失望..

                                                其实我并不想..真的不想..

                                                就像那句祝幸福一样...

                                                是完全的谎言和违心...

                                                谢谢...